Mommy Fatique

I have just about had it with kids today. I am so worn out, I feel like I can't process thoughts. Daniel is killing me; slowly, painfully. He is just so stinking bad these days! He is into everything! He will not be diverted, redirected, distracted. He is just way to freaking curious and stubborn. I honestly think he is 3 children rolled into one. He has the communication skills of a one year old and he lives in a 4 year old's body. There is no "off-limits" in our house. He is big enough and strong enough to get into everything. And smart! He is really too much for one person to handle.
Some days, I dream of going to work. The luxury! I would get to ride alone in the car and listen to any music I want, as LOUD as I want! I could go to the bathroom ALONE! I could take a LUNCH BREAK!!!! I could actually talk to grown-ups, not just email and MB... talk, you know, with my voice. Not my sugar-bugger, sweetie-pie Mommy voice either. Rapture!
But I know this is what's best and home is where I belong. I am so grateful to be able to stay home with my boys. The time passes too fast and soon, I will wish for these days back. But today, I wish for a nap! And a doughnut...